I've dug myself in a hole I can't get out of. I've let my anger consume my ways. Full of rage my hate has sucked me dry. I've let these demons control my mind. With clenched fists and a bitter heart, I've looked past this growing beast that's inside of me. Is this the image You made me in, or is this the image that I've made for myself? My mind is like a loaded gun, I'm seconds from pulling the trigger and losing everything that I love. I'm slowly fading into the abyss. I've let myself get sucked in. Caught in the undertow and washed away, I'm slowly fading into the abyss. I'm caught between wrong and right, not knowing which is which. Why is this life so hard to leave behind? My eyes have been open to the man that I've become, to all the wrong I have done and to the truth I've so long tried to outrun. My finger's on the trigger, I'm losing everything that ever meant a thing to me, that ever meant anything. Is this the image You made me in, or is this the image that I've made for myself?
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